Scroll through my pics one more time
And let that sigh build up
And let it down heavy.
Remember the days
When you didn’t know how
To love me.
The irony of the matter
Is that all I wanted to do was love you.
I longed for you,
Begged for your attention.
Pleasing, worshiping, adoring,
Yet denied returned affections.
Years gone now
Since the day you sent me on
My way, only to lament
The ways you never used me.
You found the best way
To make me smile while
Telling me exactly what I was meant
For.
But gone are the days
I am used at all.
So lurk around the ‘gram
Be my friend online.
Enjoy the view
Of the woman who once wanted you
Living love and peace and fullness
In ways you’ll never know.
Swallow the bitter taste
Of the loss you elected for.
Choke down her name
When you call for new lovers.
Wrestle your loneliness
Liking years-old pics online.
I won’t judge.
I won’t even talk shit.
This girl’s too busy
Rested and assured:
The real power was always mine.
The catch I thought you were
Was actually me.
Years have gone,
And many more will come,
And I won’t miss you,
But you’ll never forget me.
